You aren’t what I need

tears-wasted:

I need someone who likes me for more than my body.

I need someone who laughs at my jokes.

I need someone who will go on adventures with me.

I need someone who likes my friends.

I need someone who cares about me.

I need someone who will understand if I just want to cuddle.

I need someone who will be gentle at first when we have sex.

I need someone who understands that sometimes I don’t want to talk.

I need someone who will text me randomly saying cute things.

I need someone who wants me for me.

I don’t know who that person is, I just know that you aren’t that person. I know that you and I are friends and that is all we will be.

goodbye

writingsfromthewoods:

I don’t feel anything when I think of you anymore, although I used to. I used to feel everything when I so much as heard your name but now I just feel tired when you try to strike up a conversation with me. Questions I once racked my brain to come up with witty responses for now evoke disinterested, one word replies, and detailed recaps of my day turn into a weary, “fine”. Is this what it feels like to fall out of love? When I would once stop time to be with you, to memorize your face, your eyes, your smile, I now wish I could forget your name and erase every memory of our texts. Yes, you used to make me so happy, but now I would be happier if I could obliterate every image of you from my mind.